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Tuesday, November 12, 2013

The Covenant - Chapter Eighteen

Rapping at the door, Annie rushes to answer it after tucking the kids into bed for the night.  She quietly answers the door to find her good friends bearing gifts.  Annie giggles as she reads Jennings bright fuchsia striped t-shirt “Things that improve with age:  Wine, Art, Coins …. And of course  –ME!” and couldn’t agree more with that statement.  Fidgeting next to her is Alice Hammer broadly smiling wearing a colorful sombrero with a matching woven poncho that hangs nearly to her knees.
“I told her it was the wrong country, but she insisted on wearing it anyway” informs Jennings rather flatly “She wanted to ‘blend in’ so you wouldn’t feel so out of place until you have a chance to adjust now that you have returned home.”
“I think the sapphire blue matches my eyes quite well, what do you think Annie?” enthusiastically ask Alice Hammer for her opinion gently placing one hand on her cheek and slightly tilting her head as if posing for a professional photograph from the 50s glancing into the hall mirror  “I think that I need to wear this more often!”
Watching her friend, Jennings giggles and sarcastically asks “What movie are you going to star in this week? They’re really into remakes lately you might talk them into giving you a part.”
“OH!  Wouldn’t that be exciting!  I always wanted to be Katherine Hepburn” without any effort Alice Hammer changes her voice to mimic her movie idol and huskily states “I never lose sight of the fact that just being is fun!”
“Yeah, you do that quite well” agrees Jennings patting her friend on the back “Every day is a new adventure with you, Alice. I don’t know what I would do if we had never met.”
“Would you like to come in?  The boys are asleep but we can sit in the living room.  Would you like some tea or coffee?” politely asks Annie remembering that there some brownies leftover from when they were made earlier in the day for the boys.
“Sure, but I need decaffeinated and I like instant too if they have it” explains Jennings “The instant has a more tart bitter flavor, a bit like candy to me. I like sour patches, lemon drops, and even the jalapeno bites are quite good.”
With each example, Alice Hammer sits next to her pursing her lips and gradually making more horrific faces as if she is tasting each one at that moment and bulges her eyes out “No, thank you.  I’m more into the sugar and spice things, give me a brownie or cookie any day and I’m fine” raising her eyebrows and giving her rather full tummy a tap here and there.
Taking a bit of brownie and a sip of rather polluted coffee Jennings exclaims “These are delicious!  I could eat a whole plate by myself!”
“I brought you the scrap book I’ve been working on for you” explains Alice Hammer taking it out of the oversized bag with a logo from a popular anchor store at the mall “Do you like it?”
The large album is covered in glitter with a feather frame surrounding a photo of just her and Rick which was taken the day they left for Peru at the airport.  Others were in the photo, but Alice Hammer clipped them out.
“I see this as a ‘Hope Album’ like some people have ‘Hope Chests’ for things they collect before they get married” dreamily explains Alice Hammer “My hope is that you and Rick will end up together!”
“Well, thank you for the thought” acknowledges Annie softly placing her hand brushing the photo of Rick before adding “I think he has found someone else.  Life moves on.”
“How could he?” asks Jennings while contemplating her next move to change this situation around “You’re a wonderful person and suit him quite well.  You always seem very happy together. Who is it?”
“Lauren Hargrove, Mary’s sister-in-law” sighs Annie determined not to let her feelings overwhelm her in front of her friends as she can feel her eyes well up with tears never having been able to keep any secrets from them.
“Oh, no” exasperated Alice Hammer hits her forehead with the palm of her hand “I didn’t see that one coming. She’s a nice girl with a good head on her shoulders, but unfortunately a bit of a flirt.  Rick would be a great catch, no wonder she went right for him.”
Shaking her head trying to compare Rick with Annie and then Lauren in her thoughts, Jennings bluntly counters, “How is that one going to work out?  Lauren is about as deep as a puddle. Rick likes to swim around in the ocean. I can’t imagine what they have in common to talk about.”
“I don’t know. I think he likes the attention and she is always available to offer some” considers Annie not entirely sure what they have in common either but trying to come to terms with it “She isn’t such a bad choice. She’s a good person.  They’ll have to grow into finding mutual ground with each other.”
“Whatever …” snaps Alice Hammer pursing her lips while wiping her mouth with her napkin before sincerely speaking “You can’t teach a fish to be a bird. My honey and I made an excellent match, but I had to wait for him. It’s a lifelong commitment keeping the right one and making each other happy, might as well get a head start with the pieces at least matching the same puzzle.”
“I got a postcard yesterday from Rick” offers Annie taking it out of her purse “He sends one about three or four times a week. “
“Ummm… that’s definitely encouraging “ surmises Alice Hammer “How many has he sent to you in the last three weeks?”
“Eleven, but they don’t say much except to explain what he has been doing” offers Annie wondering how he can only see her as a friend when she cares so much about him.  “For example this one starts: Dear Annie – I thought this postcard might look good in your scrap book.  Lauren seems to be improving.  She’s starting to read some books of poetry that Ben Wick let her borrow while she recovers. Things are going well.  I’m having a good time enjoying the area and seeing places we didn’t have time to see with the team while you were still here. Hope things are going well for you – Rick”.
“He doesn’t say much” agrees Jennings wondering if his care is more evident in volume rather than substance “It’s good he keeps you updated with what is happening”.
“If he’s sharing books of poetry with Lauren at least she is trying to learn more and develop herself” offers Annie wanting to accept the situation rather than prolong her feelings of loss “She probably fits him much better than what we are giving her credit for.  They’ll make a good couple.”
In response to Annie’s resolution, Jennings and Alice Hammer exchange knowing glances.  They recall Lauren like a chameleon transforming her look and attitude to adjust to whoever her current love interest was at that time.
“It’s better for a woman to discover who she is first, and then give themselves space to let someone  fall in love with who they really are” Jennings reflects on many years counseling couples “It seems the best marriages are made this way. That way there is no pretense, false expectations, or delusional dreams.  What you see is what you get. As a bonus for honesty, love has a habit of finding its way and deepening in clarity.”
While chatting, Annie flips through the scrap book which Alice Hammer has taken all the odds and ends of the trip such as ticket stubs, flight schedules, programs, candy wrappers, beads, brochures and making it into something she will treasure for a lifetime. Her heart aches as each token reminds her of a shared moment with Rick that is now just a sweet memory.
“So what are your plans when your sister and brother-in-law get back?” asks Jennings as she fills a second scoop of instant coffee into her cup of steaming hot water smacking her lips after taking a sip.
“As you know my family moved into a condo that my cousins own on the outskirts of New York City.  I thought that I might go and spend some time with them for awhile” explains Annie not wanting a front row to watch the courtship of Lauren and Rick once they return “It’s another territory so I might make some new friends while I am there.”
“How long will you be gone?” asks Alice Hammer not wanting her young friend to go too far away.
“Only a couple of months, I’ve been offered a job so I’ll have some income while I’m there.  I don’t think I’ll be charged rent since I’m staying with my own family, but who knows ….” As Annie’s voice trails off knowing that it is likely her father will ask for something since he never can live within his means due to his selfish and rather arrogant “necessities” at the cost to the needs of his own family.
“They’re returning on Friday, so I’m planning on leaving on Monday to help them get over jet lag before I leave” explains Annie realizing that she has to let go of Rick and find her own happiness without him “I’m looking forward to the trip and a change.  I think it will be good for me. I need to let go of some things here and move on with my life.  Leaving for awhile will help me do that.”
“Well, don’t stay away too long!” giving Annie a warm hug of encouragement Jennings continues “You always have a home with me when you want to come back. I’ve got plenty of room in my house. As you know Alice just lives down the street in her senior complex, so she’s wouldn’t be too far away either.”
“Thank you, I may take you up on that offer” gratefully replies Annie helping Alice Hammer with her poncho, “ I’ll definitely give you a call and let you know how things are going as well as when it will be likely that I’ll return. “
“I love you Annie. We’ll take care of you.  Don’t worry. ”  Kindly waves Alice Hammer doing a rather original rumba dance while shaking imaginary maracas along the sidewalk to silent music in her head “Chao! Adios Bendiga! Hasta Luego! Auf Weidersehen!”
While closing the door, Annie can hear Jennings mutter to Alice Hammer “Wrong country again.”
 

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